این هم ششمین رایتینگم. دو هفته طول کشید تا واقعا ی چیز خوب بنویسم ولی فک کنم ارزش این همه زمان داشت. امیدوارم از خوندنش لذت ببرید. از زمانی که می زارین و همین طور از توجهتون بی نهایت ممنونم.
من داشتم نوشتنی به این آهنگ گوش میدادم کاملا بی ربط ولی باعث شد خیلی زود تر تمومش کنم.
Many people never experience that sheer happiness of life.They wrap their arms around themselves, curve to a small ball and let the darkness have them. Unaware that happiness, is just inches away, behind that deep blackness of their minds. Too weak to believe, too coward to try, too scared of another disappointment, they stare at the endless, bitter scene of their lives. As long as they hold that scene tightly in their minds, as long as they believe it as the truth of their lives, it would be and it would get stronger, thicker and blacker.
I believe that happiness is always present, in each sinlge second of your twisted life, just hidden, waiting for you to grasp it. Some of us are too blind to see it so we deny it. But a few of us are eware, tottaly in the game of life.They always feel happy, cause they define it in the things they have, they define it in the simplest but the most precious things, maybe a smile, a touch, a beat of a heart, a warmth of a breath or just presence of someone and That's just enough. They believe that life is sweet with all its ups and downs, with all its tears and laughs, it's still beautiful, glowing and worthful, so it would be.
I used to think of such beliefs as a bunch of bullshit, true on paper, wrong in real world. I used to say that life is not like stories, It's not a fairytale which always ends with "live happily ever after". But I was wrong. It is a story, written by ourselves, pictured by our minds. We can make a good or bad one. It's all in your hands.
I started to realize it when I noticed the things I have instead of my lacks, my gifts rather than my disabilities, good memories instead of bad ones, the presence of my loved ones rather than the empty places of the ones Who I lost.
You will never feel happiness if you focus on bad points, on your shortages, cause they would always be there. Honestly perfection is no where in humankind's dictionary. It doesn't exist.
Put your time and energy on the positive and bright points of life and then you will find what you were seeking.