Hello my friend.
I read your comment and I couldn’t refrain from writing this post.
I must say that I feel really sorry for this dilemma you are in now.
You know, we are the victims of the capitalist system who sees people only as a means to make more money. The konkur mafia don’t care about you and me, they just want to fill their pockets and konkur is a best way for doing it.
None of us asked to be in this shitshow. Schools were initially created in order to brainwash children and turn them into obedient and controllable people. That’s why they don’t teach philosophy and critical thinking in schools. That’s against their interest. When I think about how much time and energy I wasted in school, I feel angry and rebellious.
I wish I could tell you something that would console you, I wish I could do that. I’m just sorry for seeing this cruelty imposed upon us by greedy people and not being able to do anything about it.
But in general, life is short and it’s not worth bothering much. Ten years from now you will look back and tell yourself why I worried so much about it (I’m talking from personal experience.)
So enjoy your life while you can and don’t feed konkur mafia more than needed. However, I confess that it’s easier said than done, I just wish reality was less cruel and more flexible…
If you are interested, you can read this topic about school systems:
I wish you best my good friend. 